Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money....

Well, not all girls...i do like boys...the cars and the money are just an added bonus....no really you know how i have random songs running through my head at all times and that just happened to be the one running

It's almost two in the morning and i just got back from the Sig Ep party. i should go to bed but now i feel like i can stay up all night. The party was alright...it was fun getting dressed up with my Sigma family and my gran big Courtney came to surprise us!!! It was fun dancing with the girls. But by the end of the night there was just too much tension and drama that i just peaced out. It really scares me how some people can totally change when they're thrashed. And being drunk makes you say things that you don't mean and makes you do things that you wouldn't normally do. That had something to do with all the drama..that and boys...silly boys...drop a boulder on them...oy don't get me wrong, i did have a good time with mah girls and just dropping it like it's hot..but there were plenty of times when i felt really...weird..like out of place....who knows what's going on inside my head...i don't even know...

So since i have so much energy still left, i am going to finish the chemistry that i was supposed to finish yesterday....hell i may even just stay up all night...at least until 6 or so to go swim some laps....who knows...i just feel like i have some stuff i need to sort out in my brain right now...I need to just close my eyes and make my heart talk to me..but never to my brain..because then they conflict and that's never good, and you're back at the beginning...and that equals an even more confused Randa...GAHHHHH i overthink too much..it needs to stop

Song quote of the moment:

"You've already won me over, in spite of me
and don't be alarmed if I fall, head over feet, and don't
be surprised if i love you for all that you are,
I couldn't help it, it's all your fault.."

"Head over feet" by Alanis Morisette