Running in circles...chasing tails....

So i woke up this morning and was really irritated but then i thought about it and the reason that i was irritated was silly. Well i mean i wake up and the first thing i hear is breck asking me if she can borrow this one shirt...which is usually fine, but it was kind of a dressy shirt...i couldn't fathom why she would want to wear it when it's 30 degrees outside..and it's just not something i would normally wear on a day to day basis...i like to save some things for special occasions i guess...i mean i told her she could borrow it, but there are just some things that i like to keep to myself...i guess to make it just me...but then i thought about it and i guess i was just annoyed because it seems like she's always borrowing my stuff.... but then again i could look at it for another angle and i guess i could be flattered because in a way imitation is the best way of flattery...or some other thing like that...anyway...*BREATHES OUT*

I have a new favorite poptart flavor..it's the chocolate caramel one...and I also fancy the creamy chicken ramen noodles....yeaaaa...i'm a college student...

I really should go to bed earlier...can't stay awake in my classes....silly chemistry kept me up pretty much all night...it's just that i've been trying to sort so many things out...and right now...i really need to stop thinking and just..think about Randa for once...of course i say that and that probably doesn't make sense because really....we spend most of our time thinking about ourselves...whether we like to admit it or not..i mean...we think about what we WANT or what we FEEL like we SHOULD do. Ah the constant battle between wants and needs..and obligations....it will never end. But really we..and when i say we, i'm referring to humans in particular...it may not apply to you personally, but at least this is what i think...but we tend to just go through each day just acting out the motions that it seems really routine...we never really stop and think and contemplate about what we REALLY want. That could just be me...because i tend to overanalyze every single thing....blahhhhh see what i mean? I'm going to stop before i get to the point where i don't make sense and i'm just rambling....o wait..too late........

Song of the moment: "Ten minutes ago" from Rodgers and Hammerstein's Cinderella

Quote of the day: "Whenver people complain about life being hard, i'm always tempted to ask as compared to what?"

don't remember who said this exactly..i think i got it from a Murray State planner.....