Baby, Baby, It looks like it's going to hail.....

It's only the third day getting back from spring break, and i already am sick of school. Want to join my club? *sigh* 5 weeks.....

Today was B-E-A-UTIFUL!! I actually went for a jog/walk outside. I even played football with some random guys from Hart. Twas fun. I also got to talk to Kaylen today. It's been so long since i've talked to her.

Oy chem test tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Spring Fling tomorrow. Should be fun.

EMERSON DRIVE CONCERT TOMORROW!! Actually it's the MIRANDA BARNETT CONCERT...one of my lovely sisters who is opening up for this country sensation for a whole 45 minutes! It's gonna be great times! Then, Spring Fling Party. That should be great times as well.

Well i'm going to take a shower and study some more. I wish I had something inspiring to leave you today, but alas, i am uninspired at the moment...i'm too busy thinking about those gamma rays, Planck's constant, and some calorimetry in there somewhere....

Ki bye

O yea I had a weird dream, thought i'd share since i hardly ever remember my dreams nowadays. So I'm in New York City with my family and Matt was there and some other random people I couldn't remember. So we're all walking, apparently in my dream, I'm some sort of star...so paparazzi everywhere. There's this stalker guy that's after all of us. So our hotel burns down one day, and we flee down Times Square, but all I could think about was that I had to finish my paper for English (which...I did, this morning..guess that's where that came from) SO I'm running down Times Square with my laptop in hand, my family and Matt behind me, and the other random people, and the stalker guy with the dreadlocks and tie dyed shirt is running after us. We hide in a tatoo place, and then I wake up....talk about random...anyway...to the shower i head....

I've travelled the world and the seven seas...Everybody's looking for something....

Yay for being back in Murray. It's so good to see everyone again.

So roughly 6 weeks left till the end.

I skipped all my 3 morning classes today. I got back from DC late...or i should say early this morning. I didn't go to bed until 4. I did set my alarm to wake up for my first class, and i really thought about going...it's the thought that counts, right? Anyhow, i told my professors i would be missing, because i didn't originally think i was getting back till late Monday night. O well tomorrow is another day.

I did go to my last math class. Got my test back and got a B...meh i really should focus more. I didn't study at all for that test...but then i guess if i had known that we could have had a cheat sheet then i could've aced it. o well.

Signed up for Sigma soccer tonight. I'm so excited for that!

Wahoo for formal next weekend. I can't wait! NOw the only thing is finding a dress...

Well it's morphin time. Morphin into a deep sleep...haha power rangers rocked. Until they got into the complicated underwater space rangers...that's when they lost me.

ki bye

Is that all that we are good for, just a stretch of mortal time?

UGH I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL

I do because i miss all my Murray people, but no because i'm not ready to work again...it's crazy, this break has been nice just relaxing, but it tempts you into laziness and then you get so used to it that it feels like summer...then bam have to come back and work hardcore again...o well...5 or 6 weeks left before the end. So i have a chemistry test and a paper. Ask me if i've worked on it any over break. Ask me if i care. I do...but meh..I just couldn't bring myself to do ANYTHING over break.

We toured DC today. Visited the WWII memorial. That was really nice. Very..serene..then we went to the Holocaust museum. Virgilio didn't remember it from last time we went since he was so little. They had this new exhibit that featured Eugenics, which started out to be a good idea since it was all about getting healthy...but of course with Hitler and all his propaganda it turned out to be the ethnic cleansing that resulted in the deaths of millions. It was informative, but it was emotionally draining, and it made me sick that people actually did these cruel experiments.

After that we went to Alexandria, VA to visit one of my mom's friends and had lunch with her. We then headed back to Fort Washington, MD and had dinner with the whole family. My guy cousins were all here. And i met my...niece..? kind of? I'm not really sure..she's my first cousin's daughter... She's adorable!!! Her name is Isabella Genvieve Reyes, and she's beautiful! So it's appropriate that they call her "Bella" for short. She's such a happy baby. AWWWWWW ... I want one...maybe in 10 years or so....

Anyway we're going to Easter mass tomorrow..should be interesting. Um...so i should be back in Murray at midnight or so on Monday..so yea, Randa is not going to class...well it all depends, but i'm leaning more towards the NO...

Nite nite ya'll

And now, I leave you with the song that was stuck in my head while walking down Constitutional Avenue.

Is it written in the stars?
Are we paying for some crime?
Is that all that we are good for, just a stretch of mortal time?
Or some God's experiment, in which we have no say
In which we're given paradise, but only for a day

Oh Aida...love it love it love it!! Although i dont' know how a Broadway song was stuck in my head...it had nothing to do with anything i did today..but o well, that is the randomness that is Randa...

ki bye

....and swim through your veins like a fish in the sea..

Today was a cold day in Maryland. I spent most of the day in Baltimore with Glensey, her boyfriend, and two other friends. We went to the National Aquarium in Baltimore. When we first walked in there's this huge pool just filled with rays and they were frickin' huge. I was in awe. We went through the museum and acted like little kids. The best part was the dolphin show at the end. We sat on the first row and got splashed. We then went to Hard Rock Cafe and waited on our dinner for at least an hour. The people who sat down after us left before us..what up with that? and there were 7 of em. So we talked to the manager and he gave us free dessert. Twas nice of him. On the way back we got lost trying to find 395 S and ended up in ghetto Baltimore.

I know this is a fairly boring post, but you forget...blogging is more of a reflection thing for me as well as entertainment for all you out there. Kinda weird that we've all resorted to reality tv and reading other people's thoughts for entertainment..they both have that common link that we secretly want to know how other people live their everyday lives...

Meh i should be in bed..waking up for DC in oh...5 hours? and i'm on eastern time...

Movie quote(s) of the day:

"What are you looking at"
"I dont' know, something AMAZING..i guess"

"That was TOTALLY WICKED!!!"

-Both from The Incredibles...cute movie, go see it

I think i'm also going to bring back "As if" and *holds out fingers in the form of a W and say "whatever"...yea i was watching Clueless earlier too..back when pagers were in and cell phones were the sizes of remote controls...

The world can seem so vast on a journey to the past....

I got to play mom/dad today. More dad than mom since my dad usually does the picking up of my brothers. But i really did feel like a parent picking and taking my brothers everywhere today. I don't mind though, that's more time i get to spend with them, and it leaves my dad not as stressed. So everyone is happy.

I'm so proud of my brothers. They're so cute! But they're growing up to be fine young men...geez i really do sound like i'm a mom or something...but no just watching Gian play soccer today, and watching them both perform at their band concert..just made me i don't know, proud to be their sister...ok i'll stop with the gushy family moments

After the concert we all went out and got dessert. It's nice to be home with my family and laughing and being silly..making fun of each other..meh it's what we do.

Weird Randa fact of the day:
So i can pop my toes...apparently i'm double-jointed in my feet as well..but speaking of popping, i think i over popped my right middle finger...feels kinda weird..meh..

Heading out to DC tomorrow. Should be fun. Hopefully the weather won't be too aggressive, as it was yucky creepy for parts of today.

So tomorrow looks like i'm packing and filling out these applications that i got today..o yea and picking up medicine...

Everyone pray that we get to DC safely. See you all next week.

Ki bye

Everything you are is everything to me....

Funny moment of the weekend:

So I'm on my way to church with Matt and his family. The car in front of us has a Murray State Alumni sticker and an Emory University sticker on top of that...maybe it's a sign..for what i dont know, but i just thought it was really funny....

I'm glad I got to spend time with Matt even if it was short. Darn Murray State for moving spring break back a week...o well 18 days...

It's nice finally getting to sleep in and not having to worry about school work. I don't know though, i have a paper for English and some chem that i need to do over break..and now that Matt's not here, maybe i can actually get motivated to do it..probably not but hey at least i was THINKING about it...

Tomorrow i will probably be out applying for jobs. Not a whole lot going on until DC. So i basically need to pack for DC and repack for Murray, since we're going straight from DC. That just means taking out all those bulky sweaters and winter stuff and putting cute fun spring stuff.

anyway i'm peacing out to eat...lata playas

And now a song quote:

I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I have's come true,
Yeah right here in this moment,
Is right where I'm meant to be,
Here with you, Here with me. . .

-Edwin McCain

18 days till I see Matt again
35 days till April 25
50 something days before the end of the semester
77 days till June 6
198 days till October 6

Kiss me, I'm Filipino ;-)

For all those who wish they were Filipino but can't...well here are some things you should probably know...

You Know You're Filipino When....

Your middle name is your mother's maiden name. Your parents call each other "Mommy" and "Daddy." You have uncles and aunts named "Boy," "Girlie," or "Baby." You have relatives whose nicknames consist of repeated syllables like "Jun-Jun," "Ling-Ling," and "Mon-Mon." Mine by the way was "Che-Che." You call the parents of your friends and your own parents' friends "Tito" and "Tita." You have four or five names. You greet your elders by touching their hands to your forehead. You always kiss your relatives on the cheek whenever you enter or leave the room. You follow your parents' house rules even if you are over 18. You live with your parents until and at times even after you're married. You decorate your dining room wall with a picture of the "Last Supper." You keep your furniture wrapped in plastic or covered with blankets. You have a Sto. Nino shrine in your living room. You have a piano that no one plays. You keep a tabo in your bathroom. You use Vicks Vapor rub as an insect repellant. You eat with your hands. You eat more than three times a day. You think a meal is not a meal without rice. You think sandwiches are snacks, not meals. Your dining table has a merry-go-round (lazy Susan) in the middle. You bring baon to work everyday. Your pantry is never without Spam, Vienna sausage, corned beef, and sardines. You love to eat daing or tuyo. You prop up one knee while eating. ou eat your meal with patis, toyo, suka, banana catsup, or bagoong. Your tablecloths are stained with toyo circles. You love sticky desserts and salty snacks. You eat fried Spam and hot dogs with rice. You eat mangoes with rice--with great GUSTO! You love "dirty" ice cream. You love to eat, yet often manage to stay slim. You put hot dogs in your spaghetti. Everything you eat is sauted in garlic, onion, and tomatoes. You order a "soft drink" instead of soda. You hang a rosary on your car's rear view mirror. You get together with family at a cemetery on All Saint's Day to eat, drink, and tell stories by your loved ones' graves. You play cards or mahjong and drink beer at funeral wakes. You think Christmas season begins in October and ends in January. Your second piece of luggage is a balikbayan box. You've mastered the art of packing a suitcase to double capacity. You collect items from airlines, hotels, and restaurants as "souvenirs." You feel obligated to give pasalubong to all your friends and relatives each time you return from a trip. You use paper foot outlines when buying shoes for friends and relatives. You're a fashion victim. You can convey 30 messages with your facial expression. You hold your palms together in front of you and say "excuse, excuse" when you pass in between people or in front of the TV. You ask for the bill at a restaurant by making a rectangle in the air. You cover your mouth when you laugh. You respond to a "Hoy!" or a "Pssst!" in a crowd. You'll answer "Malapit lang!"--no matter the distance--when asked how far away a place is located. Goldilocks is more than a fairy tale character to you. You refer to power interruptions as "brownouts." You love to use the following acronyms: CR for comfort room, DI for dance instructor, DOM for dirty old man, TNT for tago nang tago, KJ for kill joy, KSP for kulang sa pansin, OA for over-acting, TL for true love, BF for boyfriend and GF for girlfriend. You say "rubber shoes" instead of sneakers, "ball pen" instead of pen, "stockings" instead of pantyhose, "pampers" instead of diapers, "ref" or "prijider" instead of refrigerator, "Colgate" instead of toothpaste, "canteen" instead of cafeteria, and "open" or "close" instead of turn on or turn off (as in the lights). You use an umbrella for shade on hot summer days. You like everything imported or "state-side." You love ballroom dancing, bowling, pusoy, mah jong, billiards, and karaoke. You have a relative who is a nurse. When you're in a restaurant, you wipe your plate and utensils before using them. You can squeeze 15 passengers into your five seater car without a second thought. You wave a pom-pom on a stick around the food to keep the flies away. You always ring a doorbell twice, assuming that the first ring was not heard. You let the phone ring twice before answering, lest you appear overly eager. Your other piece of luggage is a balikbayan box. You use a rock to scrub yourself in the bath or shower. You're proud to be Filapino - and you pass these jokes on to all your Filipino friends!

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I can relate to A LOT of these...

To all my Filipinos who actually get these..then wahoo...if you don't, then..you're not cool enough...

ki bye

I'm walking down the line that divides me somewhere in my mind...on the border line and on the edge and where i walk alone...

Wahoo for my first class being cancelled. My teacher has the flu. She's been sick a lot this semester.

After my chemistry class, i'm packing and i'm peacing the freak out of Murray to lovely Jackson then to D.C. next week. It will be good to see my grandmother and other family up there. I haven't seen them since my grandfather passed away two years ago.

Thought of the Day:
Never underestimate what impact a simple gesture can have on someone. I emailed one of my sisters who i know has been having issues and just told her that i hope she comes around again. I saw her last night at the Sig Ep house and she started crying and told me that it meant a lot that someone still cared.

I party hopped last night with my girls, but for some reason the energy and hype wasn't all that I was expecting. That could have just been me though. There was this guy from New York that kept following me all night at the Sig Ep house. SO i rocked the night away with the girls.

I had a really insightful conversation with Alisa last night. Thanks for listening to me! It's good to talk about things sometimes, and i know that but i never do it. I keep things bottled up until i drive myself to the point of confusion. And i know a lot of people get frustrated that i never get exactly to the point but it's because i care too damn much. I don't ever want to hurt or offend anyone or say something stupid or something i might regret. So until i become that girl who doesn't give a damn, then you're stuck with me...

And now, a song quote:
I walk this empty street on the Boulevard of broken dreams, where the city sleeps and i'm the only one and i walk alone...My shadow's the only one that walks beside me..my shadow's heart's the only thing that's beating..sometimes i wish someone out there will find me..till then i walk alone...

In case you couldn't tell, i'm listening to Green Day's "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"
They seem to like roads...

Everyone have a safe and fabulous spring break. See you next next week

ki bye

We just pull up our pants and do the rock away......

OUR SIGMA STEP TEAM WAS AMAZING

-We were classy and represented Sigma well
-We didn't dance like skanks
-We didn't waste time flipping our hair-our show was consistent for the whole 10 minutes

All in all, i know the girls were disappointed but everyone in the whole freakin campus knew we rocked...just the judges were blind..

Props to the ASAs-their show rocked, as well as my SIG EPS!! Totally awesome...you definitely had an orginal show...and Dahm busting out the Napoleon dance...that was classic! Pretty much the house was on its feet!!

Anyways it was a rockin show...i'm glad Matt got to come up here for that. I think he enjoyed it.

SPRING BREAK IS 2 days away

Well got to go study for a test.

Ki bye

Do you believe in rock and roll, can music save your mortal soul, and can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Randa Gilanne Highway Wealthville 9 Lake Love 22 Valley of Depression 53 TravelWorld 144 Bog of Eternal Marriage 359 Please Drive Carefully

Username:

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com

UGH IT'S SO HARD TO GET MOTIVATED KNOWING THAT SPRING BREAK IS ONLY 4 DAYS AWAY

SOMEONE SLAP ME.....OR AT LEAST GET ME MOTIVATED.....

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

STEP SHOW IN 2 DAYS...VERY VERY EXCITED

PHILOSOPHY MIDTERM ON WED

MATH MIDTERM ON THURS

ENGLISH IN CLASS ESSAY ON FRIDAY

GAHHHHHHHH

So, 9 miles till wealthville...hmmmm yea because that's a place i need to get to soon but i don't even have a car so i may have to hitchike or carpool with someone...anyone want to drive me there? :-)

ok i'm going to go sing now

ki bye

But this is just beginning, we're already wet and we're gonna go swimming.....

Name that tune with the above lyrics! If you guess right..then...you get a prize...

So I went home for less than 24 hours this weekend. Got home Saturday about 4:30, left Jackson today at..3:30...so 23 hours..but still it was nice

It always makes me sad because i know my family misses me a lot but at the same time i can tell that their lives go on...

It was nice driving back up here with my dad though...we dont get enough time to just talk and i never feel like i can just go straight up to him and talk to him, but i know he cares about me...it's just harder for him to connect with me than with my brothers, but that's understandable...

Saw Matt and went to church with him today that's always nice

Nothing really going on so i don't even know why i'm wasting my time typing thiout...it's just more of a way for me to procrastinate...

We initiated our new Gamma Psis on Friday. They are so cute...and my twin cried...awww i heart her. Then went to the Sigma Chi st. Patrick's day party...twas alright i guess...

SPRING BREAK IS IN 5 DAYS...wahoo for going home and having Randa time for a while before going to D.C.

STEP SHOW IS ON WEDNESDAY!! I CAN'T WAIT. SIGMAS ARE GOING TO ROCK THE HOUSE.

Aw, "Collide" by Howie Day is playing on the radio...

blah ok productive Randa time

I really need a job :-(

ki bye

I heard he sang a good song....I heard he had a style....

I AM THANKFUL...

FOR THE MESS
TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I HAVE
BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES
THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW
THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE.

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT
WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

FOR THE PARKING SPOT
I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE
PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND THAT I HAVE BEEN
BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.

FOR WEARINESS
AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE BEEN
CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM
THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I AM ALIVE.

I think sometimes we all need to be reminded of these things, and the simple silly things that we should be grateful for.

Tonight, F.W. de Klerk, former President of South Africa, and Nobel Peace Prize Winner came to speak at Murray State. He had some interesting points-he mostly talked about globalization and what it means to be all connected to each other (in a circle, in a hoop that never ends...ok that wasn't him that was from Pocahontas...but it flowed with the song...anywho..) Pretty much he was saying how we all need to be more apathetic and aware of everything that is going on- granted, we can all be self-absorbed a lot of the times, but just be aware, and open minded i guess...

We live in the greatest nation in the world, and yet we are the unhappiest people in the world...there are indigenous tribes in various regions of the world, and they are probably 100% happier because they have no other worries but to simply live....we lose that concept of just living sometimes, with all the ways we push ourselves and stress ourselves over school, work, relationships, the weather...(which btw freud says the 3 things that makes us the most unhappy are 1. the natural forces because we can't control em 2. ourselves because we are our own worst enemy, and our bodies eventually deteriorate and 3. our interactions with other humans..) sorry i dont' mean to get off on this philosophical kick..but it just happens sometimes...

Sigma cleaned up our Regional Special Events Center tonight (RSEC)some high school basketball tournament thing...anyway it was late, i didn't want to clean, but it was fun acting silly and singing random songs while mopping the floor...weird i know..and plus Sigma gets paid $250...wahoo

Nothing really happening...it seems at times that i've lost focus of why i'm really here...this week i finally realized it and am going to change

My twin is getting initiated tomorrow! exciting stuff

Anyway i have some chemistry i need to finish, as well as some reading to get done..hopefully i'll be in bed before 5 this time...

sorry for the long ramble...but as you all know..it's what i do best...

ki bye

Song that's stuck in Randa's head at the moment:
"Killing me softly" the Lauren Hill version...

I love my gamma chis! Ok..seriously i'm going to stop posting pics on here for tonight....ki bye

Another family pic cept this time we have my grand big Courtney

Yay for family pictures! I'm bored and i can't go to sleep so here's a pic of me, my big Brittaney, and my twin Cassie

So you end up watching chances fade and wondering what's real....

Not much of an update

Yucky weather in Murray

I took a shower outside in the rain today. I was walking from class and it was pouring down rain...and of course i'm all dressed up for National Badge Day...so i take of my heels, roll up my pants and walk to my dorm. It was very refreshing to feel the cold water on my feet, especially after walking in heels all day... and not worrying about getting wet, because i was already pretty soaked...I didn't mind i mean it's only water...but hey the "play in the rain is worth catching the cold" according to my buddy Michael Tolcher...:-) i'm such a dork sometimes

Speaking of Michael Tolcher, he's going to be at Memphis in May, April 29!! And so is Jack Johnson!! WOuld be fabulous if I could go...I think i just may have to..

Missed English today...woke up 5 min before i was spose to be there...so...yea...hmmm i have to meet with my professor about my paper tomorrow...

So nothing much going on, i have a biology exam on Thursday that i should probably start studying for...but alas i've been napping for a good part of the afternoon..and in an hour i have all campus sing practice...meh...there's always later tonight...but i really do need to find a sleeping pattern..i have no idea what that is...

Anyways i'm peacing out, but before i do i leave you with some wisdom from my buddy Sigmund Freud...(I broke up with him yesterday...he was getting too repetitive..)

"My love is something valuable to me which I ought not to throw away without reflection. It imposes duties on me for whose fulfilment I must be ready to make sacrifices. If I love someone, he must deserve it in some way. He deserves it if he is so like me in important ways that I can love myself in him; and he deserves it if he is so much more perfect than myself that I can love my ideal of my own self in him."

Ok..productive Randa time

Ki bye

People of the world (spice up your life) every boy and every girl (spice up your life)....

Someone shoot me...i have a spice girls song as my title for today's post.....

Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!

You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

Last night was fun and very sporadic...well the later part of the night was anyway. I went to dinner at Applebee's with some of my girls and i finally got to meet Tiffany's boo. He's so nice and they're so cute together. Alexander showed up after getting 16 hours of sleep. Must be nice to be able to sleep that long ;-)

So after dinner the night was still young, it was only 9:30 so i informed them of a Sig Ep party that was happening in Martin, TN. At first there were only 3 people that were going but we finally got 15 or so people to go. The drive there was fun, we had to make several turns because we kept getting lost, but it's cool. We got there and partied it up Martin style. It was so good getting to see Rodel and Candice there. Everyone seemed to have a good time. I got to spend time with my grand big Courtney and my twin Cassie. And we even got to do our Sigma stroll! woo hoo for that.

Funny story though...kinda creepy but here goes. So this guy is trying to pick me up..saying all the lines and whatever...and we get to talking about where we're from. Turns out he's from Jackson too. I'm like oh what high school did you graduate from...he's like i'm at Madison...i was like I went to Madison, i was one of the 16 seniors there last year. So when he said that i was thinking he was still in high school....but then he says no I'm the Spanish teacher there...kinda random..kinda freaky...really amusing...anyway...

So we got back at 3:30 in the morning and i didn't actually sleep till prolly 6...for some reason i'm not that tired...but anyways i've procrastinated long enough..back to freud

Ki bye

I can't figure it out why i'm so caught up, got me feeling it..I don't know what it is...

Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.


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I hate being a girl sometimes...i have people who love me and care for me, i realize that but i feel like ...i don't know i'm just in a really...do i ever know what i want??? blah i need to get out of here...maybe i'll take my studying outside

I'm in a weird mood...but it's such a beautiful day outside...

i have some hmwk that i need to finish but of course i'm procrastinating

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind is a good movie...kind of sad...but i mean hey it happens...i'm sure we all have people we wish we could erase..but then at the same time..that would be very sad, because when it all comes down to it, you'll have good memories to look back on when you're sad or feeling lonely

anyway back to freud..then working out then...who knows

ki bye

I love the 90s...

So this is not really an update, but i'm bored and i'm trying to avoid cleaning my room or studying but i thought it was cute...Oh the 90's...those were some good times!!!

You know you're a product of the 90s when:

1. You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word “PSYCH!”
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the “Fresh Prince of Bel Air".
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. (OMG Cristina...we were set on starting one too...I loved Claudia and Stacy...)
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that “WOAH” comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer.
9. If you ever watched “Fraggle Rock.”
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.(mine were pink...)
11. You can sing the entire theme songs to Duck Tales, Chip and Dale Rescue Rangers, and Animaniacs...
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.(oh those were the days...)
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original “Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles” on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. (i died of a snake bite)
16. You played the game “MASH” (Mansion, Apartment, Shack, House) (and sometimes still do. afterall, it's completely scientific.)
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to “JEM” in Kindergarten. (don't know what this one is...)
20. You remember reading “Tales of a fourth grade nothing” and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of “WAX ON, WAX OFF.”
22. You wanted to be a Goonie.
23. You ever wore flourescent clothing.
24. You couldn't wait to play "Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego" during free time..that or Number/Word munchers with the little frog....or maybe that's just me...
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took lunch pails/boxes to school.(Mine had Lion King...)
27. You remember the CRAZE, lunch pails/boxes to school.
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You still get the urge to say “NOT” after every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets. (or in my case, friendship necklaces..the ones that had the half hearts and one side would say best and the other say friends...)
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals. (yea and they made your feet all sweaty..)
34. After you saw Pee-Wee’s Big Adventure you kept saying “I know what you are, but what am I?”
35. You remember “I’ve fallen and I can’t get up!”
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip ‘n’ Slide. (meh...it happens)
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It. (Many, many times ...)
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald’s. (haha...or Jollibee in the Philippines)
40. You’ve gone through this list occasionally saying “totally awesome.”
41. You remember Popples.
42. “Don’t worry, be happy.”
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.(can't really relate to this one..)
44. You wore socks scrunched down. (and they were the colored ones...)
45. “Miss MARY MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK” (haha..i was never good at these..)
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both “Gremlins” movies. Gremlins scare me.
48. You know what it meant to say “Care Bear Stare!”(Care bears rocked..and incidentally, the founder of the care bears was a Tri Sigma...)
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies.
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot. (he was my idol..i wanted to be him)
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on “Saved By the Bell,” the ORIGINAL class..(well..my mom wouldn't let me watch tv so..can't really relate to this one...)
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME
55. You played and /or collected “Pogs” elementary gambling!!
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger. (Pterodactly!! Saber-toothed tiger!! I loved the little love dilemma between Kimberly and Tommy but then it started being weird and they got all these underwater space rangers..and then it went downhill from there...wow i remember dressing up as one for halloween...)

So yea i'm sure some of you can relate to these...have a good day..more to come later...

Ki bye

Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money....

Well, not all girls...i do like boys...the cars and the money are just an added bonus....no really you know how i have random songs running through my head at all times and that just happened to be the one running

It's almost two in the morning and i just got back from the Sig Ep party. i should go to bed but now i feel like i can stay up all night. The party was alright...it was fun getting dressed up with my Sigma family and my gran big Courtney came to surprise us!!! It was fun dancing with the girls. But by the end of the night there was just too much tension and drama that i just peaced out. It really scares me how some people can totally change when they're thrashed. And being drunk makes you say things that you don't mean and makes you do things that you wouldn't normally do. That had something to do with all the drama..that and boys...silly boys...drop a boulder on them...oy don't get me wrong, i did have a good time with mah girls and just dropping it like it's hot..but there were plenty of times when i felt really...weird..like out of place....who knows what's going on inside my head...i don't even know...

So since i have so much energy still left, i am going to finish the chemistry that i was supposed to finish yesterday....hell i may even just stay up all night...at least until 6 or so to go swim some laps....who knows...i just feel like i have some stuff i need to sort out in my brain right now...I need to just close my eyes and make my heart talk to me..but never to my brain..because then they conflict and that's never good, and you're back at the beginning...and that equals an even more confused Randa...GAHHHHH i overthink too much..it needs to stop

Song quote of the moment:

"You've already won me over, in spite of me
and don't be alarmed if I fall, head over feet, and don't
be surprised if i love you for all that you are,
I couldn't help it, it's all your fault.."

"Head over feet" by Alanis Morisette

I find i'm scared to know i'm always on your mind....

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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Beautiful day in Murray. And the sun is out, which always makes me happy! I actually had an hour for lunch today-my philosophy teacher is flying to Sacramento right now as i type for a philosophy conference...Lucky....

I don't really have an update but i did see this on someone else's website and i thought it was cool...and plus i have time before class so here goes...

10 years ago I...
1. First saw snow while we were playing on the playground at Andrew Jackson Elementary School
2. Shared a room with my two little brothers
3. Was very shy and hated talking to people because I still had a strong accent

5 years ago I...
1. Started my freshman year at Jackson Central Merry
2. Thought my life was stressful with marching band (lol..yea....)
3. Was dreaming of the day when i could get my license to drive

1 year ago I...
1. Was part of a group that petitioned to attend Madison Academic High School
2. Was on the Academic Decathlon team, which consumed my life, but hey we won nationals so it's all good
3. Was Stressing about the whole college application process

So far this year I...
1. Joined and am loving Tri Sigma
2. Am definitely enjoying the college scene
3. Am trying to explore options and just enjoy living

Yesterday I...
1. Actually stayed awake in my biology class until the last 5 minutes of class
2. Stayed up till 4:30 (I have no sleeping pattern...)
3. Was freezing

Today I...
1. Have one more class in 45 minutes
2. Get to play with kiddies at the park
3. Am probably going to be bonding with Chemistry all night long...then he gives me a test tomorrow...

In 1 year I...
1. Will be a junior (muahaha yay for college credit)
2. Hope that i will know what i want to do
3. Will wish for happiness...

In 5 years I...
1. Hopefully will be a 2nd year Med school student
2. Will be somewhere else other than Murray
3. Will definitely not have a sleeping pattern

In 10 years I...
1. Hopefully will be doing my residency
2. Will be 30....*gasp*
3. Will look back on life and have no regrets

Meh these are all really vague and general, because in all actuality, I don't know what will happen in the future...we are not promised tomorrow, so we need to enjoy this moment righthere...no one ever really knows what tomorrow will bring, but we can have hopes and dreams for the future.

Anyway that's all for now, more later i'm sure

Pick up line of the day: I see you're drinking one percent
Do you think you're fat?
Cuz you're not, you could be drinking
whole if you wanted to...
That crazy Napoleon guy...
But really i mean what do you say to that if someone came up and said that to you...

Ki bye